i think my work will be a forever changing thing, but hey, being a chameleon isn’t really a bad thing. you don’t get recognized too often and you may become frustrated at what people want your works to look like, but that’s ok.

artists should always seek for improvement. that’s what i always thought and what i still believe. but when i look through other people’s galleries and i see astonishing works i think that, in the end, what matters the most isn’t drawing or painting in the most perfect and anatomically correct way… what matters is to make a work where mistakes are irrelevant. when everything you did wrong doesn’t matter, that’s where art is.

badass eve invites you to another post.

i must confess that i’m feeling anxious about code geass r2 right now. i_need_to_finish_watching_it. last weekend wasn’t enough since we had some things to do.

my older brother and his wife made some pizza saturday night and it was delicious. we played point of view and gui came out with things like ’sweet 11th of september’, ‘romantic atom bomb’, ‘colorful crime scene’ and other creepy things i forgot. it was really fun.

*edit: i forgot to mention gui’s ‘lelouch hands’. XP*

city at night. how creepy is the fact that i only realized now that the digital clock at the building shows 19:19?

we went to the zoo yesterday. actually, we wanted to draw the animals, but it was SO FULL that we barely could see anything other than giraffes, elephants and owls. some animals weren’t so cooperative also, like the lions and other felines. but it don’t even remember the last time i was there (my memory sucks, but it probably has more than 15 years) so it was pretty nice.

gui bought these bizarre cheap chips there. dear akatosh, look at the ham. somehow, they tasted better than fandangos. reminds me of these chips that i named polystyrene with salt when i was at school. they taste like it, but it’s kinda addictive.

oh yes, when we were at my house last week, gui gave me some pencils and made a drawing with them in a wood piece i have. he did it very quickly, didn’t use a eraser and it turned out so beautiful i need to post in here:

gorgeous, huh?

by the way, i love this song and this has to be one of my all-time favorite lyrics:

energy in my heart is a chemical foam
a street of taxis, worn tires, blood and flesh
behold all that is liberty is a parody of Utopia
a shining boulevard of buyers and giga-movies

minor depression is nonsense. la vie en rose is on sale
they say you should know you are happier than you realize

dying literacy is systematically auto-killed
the formaldehyde street of buyers and hanging wires
moisturize that dry synergy with artificial sweetener
raining money into the high-rise mega-temples

you can not write the word “ignorance”. the future is on sale
push aside and laugh at the karmic tale saying it’s superstition

the roaring MC becomes a lethal dose for the public
on the street of cripples, selling diamonds and battered Tao
behold all that is liberty is a parody of Utopia
rely on SSRI and say ‘hi-ho’ in the coffee shop

minor theory is flimflam, hedonism is on sale
it is non-repayable, it has reached the point of no return

now it is coming to you giving off a stench, devouring your shadow
the parade of terror is coming, and it is in your name
now your shadow procreates as if the ground is being smothered
the parade of lunacy is coming, and it is in your name

listen to ’shizuku ippai no kioku’ and to ‘parade’, another one that’s truly awesome:  http://blip.fm/~4n3nm & http://blip.fm/~4n3a4

i’m sleepy as f*ck today. i’m even thinking about not watching lost so i can sleep a bit more at night. but then, maybe i just need a little of coffee…or tons of it.

so, yesterday we went to sushi naka and had our comemorative dinner for our anniversary:

first, we had grilled squid. it was delicious.

then, we ordered something i forgot the name, but it had japanese rice, tempura, missoshiru and other things i have no idea of what they are (there were many little dehydrated fishes in one of the dishes. gui didn’t even noticed that).

“can’t.. eat… no more..” XP

anyway, it was really good. it’s nice to taste something different sometimes.

mmm, tasty!

i was looking like a zombie, with blurred mascara and no foundation before sleeping.

while going to work + my eve.

(well, i’ve got a lot of work to do now..)

*edit* this was the one gui gave me!

<3

i finished playing fire emblem: shadow dragon and i have a bizarre like-dislike relationship with the game. somehow, i like the GBA game sacred stones better.

shadow dragon is ok, and that’s it.. it doesn’t have a great story, i like the battles gameplay (same as the shining force series, which i love), but i felt kinda “ehh” about the possibility of turning a man who lived his entire life as a paladin into a sniper. see, it doesn’t do the story (or the lack of it…) any favours.
but i’m almost finishing it again. yeah, call me sick, i need to take a look at other games to play.

talking about that, i have to play by my own the amazingness that portal is. i spent the holiday watching my boyfriend play it and it’s full of awesomeness. i’ve been listening to the ending song non-stop.

and i want a companion cube.

picture time!

gui, matheus and julie.




julie playing msx in my ds.

evandro. a highschool friend of mine. it’s been years since i last saw him before this day. WOW took him away from us.

how awesome julie’s shoes is? yeah, it’s the pirate cat’s one.

other than that, never show your brand-new stocking to your boyfriend-coworker:

it may be dangerous to other people.

i guess..? okay, that looks strange.

to finish this post, these über-cute snakes i found somewhere online:

so cute! i want one so badly!

and believe me i am still alive
i’m doing science and i’m still alive
i feel FANTASTIC and i’m still alive
while you are dying i’ll be still alive
and when you’re dead i’ll be still alive
STILL ALIVE,

still alive.

my blue ds with all my love (i’m currently playing fire emblem - shadow dragon) and my brand-new boots. yeah, i go to work with them.

gui and matheus, when we were playing rock band and watching horror movies last saturday.

(by the way, el orphanato is a great movie. guillermo del toro manages to keep these stories miles away from any trash movies.)

buying a new camera was one of the best things i did this year. its good to solidify scenes since moments are just moments - they’re gone.
all we have is this constant present into past.

and someday all this will fade into a distant memory of what it was and what it could have been.

animassauro flowers and glasses.

what i like the most while gui is driving his calibra is to take pictures. i love afternoons. interesting how the giant lego shopping is being build so fast.